Dance

So yesterday I was playing around and said that because I missed the Janet Jackson "Make Me" video auditions my dreams were crushed and after I said that I started to cry. I really hurt my own feelings saying that and for the life of me I cannot figure out why. Maybe I am just that insecure about my career.

I have always wanted to be a dancer for Janet and I guess that I was so upset about missing these auditions I decided to joke about my career and in the end it was a really bad joke. I just wish I had an agent who would have told me about it but I am just going to wait until it is my time in life to shine. One day I will be a dancer for Janet Jackson and  I will be completely happy with life. I just want the chance and when an opportunity passed me by I felt discouraged about my choice to go to school. The fact that I haven't taken a hip hop class in over a year also made me upset because I LOVE hip hop and it makes me soo happy. I need to get my swagg back.